January 19 2012

Okay today was totally awesome, you guys. 

We did NOTHING in ANY of my classes. I had time to draw some pretty awesome things like a sketch of some of the flute section friends of mine (it might seem awkward to draw pictures of hanging out with friends of mine, but really, I don’t have much to be happy about anymore, so to know these people who I’ve always respected let me spend time with them I feel very honored, you know, and it is something that really does make me happy. I had lots of fun drawing it). Plus Elizabeth unee tutored me throughout tutorial and lunch. After school I walked home with her, too - and though my feet hurt when I got home I watched some Dream High and took a relaxing shower and it was awesome c:

I’ve been working on my essay but it’s fun because I’m making up a country where I am the dictator and so I’m forcing everyone to either work for, study, train for or in any way be involved in KPOP. Pretty epic, right? Well, for me anyway. Oh, this guy from my Japanese class has been flirting with me for like an hour though. It’s. Kinda awkward. This has happened to me I think once before but oh, well, he’s not a douche or anything he is nice. I feel kinda bad orz.

Ahhh, tomorrow is Disneyland~ I can’t wait. Augh ;A; SHISUS KURAISTU I can’t contain mah excitement OTL 

I really had an awesome day. I wish days could always feel like this. Since happiness feels harder to achieve lately because I feel constantly disconnected from the rest of the world, days like this feel 10x more amazing than they would have a year ago when I hadn’t experienced heartbreak yet. It’s amazing how being depressed for a while and slowly recovering can really make you appreciate the little things more. 

Goodnight tumblr! Time to finish my dictatorship essay, pwahahaha! 안녕.~