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石庭を楽しむ (by sunnywinds)

I wish I hadn’t deleted Chloe’s number. I erased her from my life. I wish I could talk to her again. I miss her a lot. She was really wise no matter how dumb her decisions were; smoking, drugs, alcohol. She’s insane but I loved her a lot, as a friend, and I was infatuated with her for some time. But now I just want to see her again and tell her everything. Everything that happened to me, everything I did wrong, everything I didn’t understand, everything I keep inside. If I could sit with someone at a park and just tell them my story, I would choose her, simply because I think she would understand. 

It won’t happen, but right now, there’s nothing I long for more than that.


G-Dragon - This Love